things to start doing:
- drink more water
- carry a camera everywhere i go
- read more books than i already do
- go for walks
- do yoga more often
- go to bed earlier
- enjoy the little things
- go outside more
- stop comparing myself to others
- stick to my goals n stop putting things off
- write down my feelings
- smile more, especially at random people
DISCLAIMER: Sorry I’m just using this space to vent because I’m anxious and angry and it’s not necessarily how my rational mind would be really thinking
Thank you so much Sarah <3 You are the bestest xxx
Erm… I’m not sure I can say :P But I guess it could be just fictional… sounds soppy and creepy but sometimes I just know I need someone and my heart is just aching for them.
Sometimes I wanna kiss you serious, movie-style
Sometimes I wanna kiss you sweetly, sunshine and strawberries
Sometimes I wanna kiss you cheeky, bite your lip
Sometimes I wanna kiss you sadly, bitter tears
Sometimes I wanna kiss you sleepily, rubbing noses
Sometimes I wanna kiss you comfortably, chocolate and marshmallows
Sometimes I wanna kiss you sexy, hint of tongue
Sometimes I wanna kiss you desperately, never let me go
Sometimes I wanna kiss you smiling, share my joy
I wanna have you here
to kiss at all
Sitting in the meadows overhearing a guy explain his girlfriend’s social anxiety to his friend in such an amazing, sensitive way. He’s also now encouraging self-love as good and healthy and nothing to be ashamed of. What a great guy :3 Faith in humanity = restored.
have you ever just looked at someone and thought, my fucking god i adore you. i adore every goddamn ounce. i adore your bones and your soul. but I’m a loser, who just doesn’t wanna lose you. i can lose fucking everything, but not you. oh god. not you.
In progress pictures people post there are always comments about the difference in the eyes, the skin,you can see the life inside the in the ‘well’ pictures. I guess looking at my pictures now I can see that a bit. My smile does look forced and I do look tired. I guess I’m kidding myself that I’m okay and there’s no difference because I’m still ‘functioning’ :/ xx
That’s the plan… but I guess it depends on whether I can manage to get my butt in gear and make sure I’m well enough to go. It’s my main motivation right now though. I HAVE to go back. I feel like without my degree as a focus and an identity… I am nothing. xx
Hello! :) I just replied to the second part of your message privately… let me know if you got it? xx
Can I hold you in my arms my love?
Can I kiss you where it hurts my love?
Can I pour myself into your broken spaces
until we are one and whole?
Can I show you how you shine my love?
How you light up my world my love?
Even when you’re there and I’m here
And there are lightyears between us
We are joined by hope and starlight
And the fire of our souls
Absolutely don’t feel horrible. It’s okay, I know you said it out of care. Please don’t worry xx
:( Thank you for being honest. You’re right. I need to snap out of this. I will get better, I will go back to uni in a better place x